You'll just have Heaven before we do, baby.

Peanut, HOW has it been a year since I found out I was pregnant with you? I can't believe it. You'd be almost 4 months old now, if you'd been born on your due date. It's so hard to believe.
I miss you, peanut. I love you SO much, don't you EVER forget that. Mommy loves you. I will carry you in my heart always.
I found a song called Glory Baby. That's where I found the title for this post. I loved it. "You'll just have Heaven before we do." I just know they're holding you and loving you until I get there. I'll have you and Heaven and our sweet Jesus one day, peanut. Be patient, He's not done with me yet.
I found this one that almost made Mommy cry. "No farewell words were spoken. No time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it. And only God knows why." He knows baby. You were too beautiful to be here. You got Heaven before I did, but one day, I'll be there with you, peanut. Until then, I love you. Sweet dreams baby.